I remember now.
Not everything.
Just enough to know, I was never supposed to forget.
The moment the door opened…
the hallway disappeared.
Not slowly.
Not fading.
Gone.
I wasn’t standing in my apartment anymore.
I wasn’t standing anywhere.
There was no floor beneath me.
No walls.
No ceiling.
And yet…
I wasn’t falling.
It felt like being held
by something that didn’t have a shape.
At first, I thought it was darkness.
But it wasn’t.
Darkness is empty.
This wasn’t.
This was… aware.
It moved.
Not around me.
Through me.
Like I wasn’t separate from it.
Like I had always been part of it.
And then I saw it.
Not clearly.
Not fully.
But enough.
A silhouette.
Too large to understand.
Too wrong to describe.
It didn’t have eyes.
But it was looking at me.
Not observing.
Recognizing.
And that’s when the memories came back.
Not as images.
Not as thoughts.
As certainty.
I had been here before.
Many times.
Each time I opened the door…
I came back.
And each time I came back…
I forgot.
Not because I wanted to.
Because it let me.
The thing in front of me shifted.
Not physically.
Conceptually.
Like my mind couldn’t hold its true form.
And then it spoke again.
“You always do this.”
My chest tightened.
Not in fear.
In realization.
“What… am I?” I whispered.
There was no sound.
And yet…
it heard me.
“You are the one who opens.”
Something inside me broke.
Because that sentence… felt true.
Not metaphorically.
Not symbolically.
Literally.
I wasn’t a visitor.
I was part of the system.
A key.
A function.
A loop.
And suddenly…
I understood the doors.
They weren’t appearing randomly.
They were appearing for me.
Because I create them.
Or worse…
because I’m made to.
The space around me pulsed.
Not like a heartbeat.
Like a signal.
And for a moment—
just a moment—
I saw beyond it.
Not one door.
Thousands.
Different places.
Different times.
Different versions of me.
All standing in front of something, they shouldn’t open.
And all of them… opening it anyway.
I tried to step back.
But there was nowhere to go.
And then it said something
that hasn’t left my mind since:
“Next time… you won’t come back alone.”
Everything collapsed.
The space.
The presence.
The memory.
Gone.
I woke up on my floor.
Breathing hard.
Shaking.
The hallway was normal.
The door was gone.
Everything was… fine.
Until I noticed something.
The mirror.
At the end of the corridor.
It wasn’t there before.
And this time…
It wasn’t empty.
🖤
If you ever see something
that wasn’t there yesterday—
Don’t touch it.
Because some things…
don’t just wait for you.
They follow you back.